{"product_id":"always-you-anna-j-carter-9781919552613","title":"Always, You","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eZayn Blackwell was my first mistake. Five years later, he's the only one I'm still dying to make.\u003c\/strong\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe wasn't just my first love-he was everything. My always. My future. Then he left for Seattle, and I was left with pieces of my heart and a silence that nearly drowned me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI've spent five years putting myself back together. I have Mia, my morning walks, a clinic where I save animals instead of risking my heart on people. I've built walls so high nothing can touch me. I'm safe. I'm whole. I'm fine. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eUntil he comes back to Bellrose, and I realize I've been holding my breath this entire time. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThe boy I loved is gone, replaced by a man I don't know anymore-broader shoulders, more tattoos covering skin I used to kiss, carrying keys to a house on the cliffs that shouldn't exist. A house built from every dream I ever shared with him. Every room is an apology he doesn't deserve. Every sunrise through those windows is a promise he's trying to keep. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe thinks he can fix what he broke. He thinks coming back is enough. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHe wants a second chance. I just want to remember why I can't give him one. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eZayn swears his \"always\" was real. That he's staying this time. But what scares me isn't that he'll leave again. It's that I'm already hoping he won't.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Anna J. Carter\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1919552618\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781919552613\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Anna J. Carter\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 02\/23\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 282\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.62lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.64d","brand":"Anna J. Carter","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48447392153855,"sku":"9781919552613","price":15.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_84f04097-1161-44f1-98ab-78c50d5c7f3f.jpg?v=1777230802","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/always-you-anna-j-carter-9781919552613","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}