{"product_id":"at-dark-i-become-loathsome-eric-larocca-9798212179027","title":"At Dark, I Become Loathsome","description":"\u003cp\u003eFrom Eric LaRocca--Bram Stoker Award-nominated and Splatterpunk Award-winning author of Things Have Gotten Worse Since We Last Spoke--comes At Dark, I Become Loathsome, a grim yet gentle, horrifying yet hopeful, intense tale of death, trauma, and love.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"If you're reading this, you've likely thought that the world would be a better place without you.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA single line of text, glowing in the darkness of the internet. Written by Ashley Lutin, who has often thought the same--and worse--in the years since his wife died and his young son disappeared. But the peace of the grave is not for him--it's for those he can help. Ashley has constructed a peculiar ritual for those whose desire to die is at war with their yearning to live a better life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStruggling to overcome his own endless grief, one night Ashley finds connection with Jinx--a potential candidate for Ashley's next ritual--who spins a tale both revolting and fascinating. Thus begins a relationship that traps the two men in an ever-tightening spiral of painful revelations, where long-hidden secrets are dragged, kicking and screaming, into the light.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOnly through pain can we find healing. Only through death can we find new life.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Eric Larocca\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798212179027\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Big Bald Head\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 01\/28\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Hardcover","brand":"Eric Larocca","offers":[{"title":"Hardcover","offer_id":45898646192383,"sku":"9798212179027","price":25.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_5ce202c3-20fb-4713-8eef-7b66f1ca0980.jpg?v=1721376808","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/at-dark-i-become-loathsome-eric-larocca-9798212179027","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}