{"product_id":"baptized-by-love-dant-palmer-9781954801363","title":"Baptized by Love: How I Found Present Joy and Never Let It Go","description":"\u003cp\u003eA powerful, loving presence I can't quite describe pulses through me . . . clearing my mind at last . . . I am astonished by this second chance-this feeling of warm, tender, indescribable, and unconditional love permeating me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHere, in my naked vulnerability, I think of how, just forty-eight hours before, I felt the cold steel of a barrel beneath my chin and the icy determination that I didn't deserve to live. Rewinding the reel of those last hours chills me to the bone. How am I afforded this moment of grace, this chance to choose love over fear? How is it that love found me in the rubble of self-loathing, of shame, of abuse and abject failure? I don't know, yet that \"I don't know\" is merciful freedom. I breathe it in, dispelling the chill.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDan騁's ability to unflinchingly express her raw innermost thoughts and feelings during moments of darkness and coming into her own light provide a powerfully transforming read. This memoir is a story of forgiveness, redemption, and the restoration of self-love and abundant joy-a resounding promise that no matter the heartbreak, violence, or trauma you've experienced, you can use your pain to uncover a life of present joy. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Dan騁 Palmer\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 195480136X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781954801363\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Mandala Tree Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 03\/15\/2022\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 242\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.63lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.51d","brand":"Dan騁 Palmer","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":44173049495807,"sku":"9781954801363","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_586b8d58-76ab-4956-8135-dca7f6ee4629.jpg?v=1689790762","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/baptized-by-love-dant-palmer-9781954801363","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}