{"product_id":"behind-a-painted-smile-rosie-shannon-9781434345219","title":"Behind a Painted Smile: About a Woman Who Hides All the Hurt, Pain, Fears and Emotions That Life Has Thrown at Her.She Hides Behind a False Fa","description":"I chose to write this particular book, mainly to prove something to myself and other people just how a person such as myself can progress in their lives. After surviving both physical and sexual abuse in my past from a family member. Having to live with the turmoil of placing my children in the care of other families.My worst nightmare of which I had to come to terms with, was when my son Daniel was killed in a road traffic accident in 2001. I chose to write all of my thoughts and emotions down, instead of having any kind of councelling. As each day passes by, I know that with my partner who is so understanding, that I can overcome anything that life chooses to throw at me. Although, I do not allow my emotions to be seen, as each day the first thing I do is put my make up on, which is what I would call my \"mask\".This to me makes life so much easier as nobody has any idea of what I am thinking or feeling. Each day I write on a calender the events of my daily routine.That is how it became to be written in diary form, and then even I could see the progress I had made in my life.Should I ever be concerned about something, or not be too certain of anything, I think of what my late son Daniel would have told me.He would of said \"go for it mum\".\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Rosie Shannon\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1434345211\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781434345219\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Authorhouse UK\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 12\/29\/2007\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 232\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.56lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.53d","brand":"Rosie Shannon","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48439093297407,"sku":"9781434345219","price":14.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_d9d91d8a-7a14-40b8-a55b-d3329c7b37c0.jpg?v=1777175380","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/behind-a-painted-smile-rosie-shannon-9781434345219","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}