{"product_id":"british-marine-engineer-liana-margiva-9781638125648","title":"British Marine Engineer","description":"\u003cp\u003eFrom first moment, when you started writing to me, my heart was open. When I\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esaw your picture, I knew this was the face that I wanted to love forever. I still\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ecan't believe you love me. I find it hard to believe that I am loved by someone I\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003elove because although some men did love me, the ones I loved failed to\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ereciprocate my feelings. I had not been close to anyone last twelve years. I forgot\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eabout the existence of love. I have learned to deal with my solitude; it is not as\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003escary as people think. With no loved one by my side, there is no deception. With\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eno loving embrace, there is no pain of finding out those arms were around\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esomeone else. Solitude and lovelessness even suppresses tears, forcing them to\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehide in the darkest, deepest crevasses of the heart, which aches and weeps\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003etearlessly for the life that passes without the dream of love coming true. The love\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI've been looking for remained on the pages of love stories, and I felt like asking\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ethe authors where they saw the love they had written about so eloquently and\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eextensively. And why was I felt out of it? Am I so different from other women?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIndeed, solitude is not as horrifying as some people assume, but your heart\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003egrieves when silence is your only companion, and all your desire is to look into\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esomeone's affection-filled eyes. You crave a tight embrace, the warmth of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esomeone's heart next to yours. Solitude is scare for novices, but when you drink\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eand breathe it year after year, the heart becomes immune to the affliction of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ehappiness. You hide your feelings behind a smile, the proof that you haven't been\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ebroken, that you are stronger than you thought you were. You alone know how\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003esolitude tears your heart apart, how your soul yearns for a lover. Solitude is child's\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eplay compared to the instant when you learn about a loved one's deception.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou are my only love, God himself sent you to me to forever rid me of\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eloneliness. You alone will be in my heart till my last breath.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Liana Margiva\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1638125643\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781638125648\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Pen Culture Solutions\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 05\/04\/2023\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 152\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.51lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.35d","brand":"Liana Margiva","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48439901782271,"sku":"9781638125648","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_4ec8ef78-5e01-4f05-a708-c6a9dcbbd3e8.jpg?v=1777179697","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/british-marine-engineer-liana-margiva-9781638125648","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}