{"product_id":"eleven-nathaniel-bell-la-9798269080789","title":"Eleven: The Memoirs of a Childhood Trauma Survivor","description":"Eleven: A Memoir\u003cp\u003eby Nathaniel Bell\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAt eleven years old, I lost both of my parents in a murder suicide. The sirens stopped. The echo did not. This book tells what came next as I grew up in small town Louisiana with the help of grandparents, neighbors, school, the marching band, and music I was making in my head long before I could record it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eEleven is told in short, cinematic chapters that line up with my 22 track album of the same name. I ask hard questions about faith in Heaven's Gonna Ask You Why. I name what happened in Trauma and show how naming is the first step to setting it down. I remember the friends who kept me laughing, the teachers and coaches who kept me busy, and the streets of Rileyville that felt like a net.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a tidy redemption story. It is an honest account of grief, anger, depression, and the slow work of asking for help at twenty two. It is also a thank you to the people and places that kept me here.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA playlist link to the album is included so you can hear the songs behind the chapters.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eContent note: mentions of parental murder suicide, depression, and suicidal thoughts. Nothing graphic.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShort description: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Nathaniel Bell La\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798269080789\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 01\/01\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 136\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.42lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.29d","brand":"Nathaniel Bell La","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49171349242111,"sku":"9798269080789","price":15.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/eleven-nathaniel-bell-la-9798269080789","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}