{"product_id":"emerged-pelisa-nyoni-9781977255235","title":"Emerged: When You Bury a Seed","description":"I didn't stay for my kids but I stayed because I felt obligated to prove a point to those who had rejected and rendered me useless. I wanted to be a wife so badly that it gave me an inner strength to endure what others thought was abnormal. I became addicted to the love bombs that came after every fight even though they didn't last long. I became suicidal and tried taking my own life, later it became thoughts that I didn't go through with. As time went by, I started enjoying the fights, I became a narcissist too using beer as a way to justify everything I wouldn't do when I was not drunk. Leaving was not easy but finally I walked away only to try one more time and it all didn't work. I was just putting a bandage on a bleeding wound and it backfired. I needed to heal first. Now that I am healed, I want to share my mistakes and ignorance. This will help one or two people who might be caught up in something similar to my own story. Never keep a blind eye to any red flag.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Pelisa Nyoni\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 197725523X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781977255235\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Outskirts Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/30\/2022\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 554\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.94lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 1.44d","brand":"Pelisa Nyoni","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":44078752039167,"sku":"9781977255235","price":73.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_c4fa5406-36b2-4f5c-99af-568c8c2f7ff0.jpg?v=1685477309","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/emerged-pelisa-nyoni-9781977255235","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}