{"product_id":"even-if-not-kaitlyn-e-bouchillon-9781522729426","title":"Even If Not: Living, Loving, and Learning in the in Between","description":"\u003cb\u003eIs God good when life isn't? Is He kind when things fall apart - or never even happen in the first place? Where is God when you're living a chapter of your story that you never would have chosen?\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eLife often looks different than what we hoped, planned, or expected. The phone rings in the middle of the night, the test results come back, or the relationship falls apart and we're left disappointed, lonely, heartbroken and disillusioned. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eAfter a brain tumor diagnosis at age seventeen, Kaitlyn Bouchillon came face to face with the first of what would be several \"even if not\" moments. It's one thing to say God is able. But when the rubber meets the road, will we still say He's good even if He doesn't come through like we know that He could? \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eWith honesty and vulnerability from her own in betweens, Kaitlyn will help you: \u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eChoose hope for tomorrow when today feels like a question mark.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eFind strength to believe even when you can't see and faith to hold on when it all feels too far gone.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eShift your suspicion that God isn't kind or present to the truth found in Scripture that on every single page of the story, God is with us and working all things for our good.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eDiscover truths to hold onto when doubt threatens to overwhelm.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eBegin to say \"even if not\" in the messy middle of your own in betweens.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Kaitlyn E. Bouchillon\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1522729429\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781522729426\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Createspace Independent Publishing Platform\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 01\/21\/2016\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 198\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.52lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.42d","brand":"Kaitlyn E. Bouchillon","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":43992190025983,"sku":"9781522729426","price":13.89,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_37a7b1fb-f858-4150-bfa7-36cf5b209a72.jpg?v=1683314548","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/even-if-not-kaitlyn-e-bouchillon-9781522729426","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}