{"product_id":"finding-december-phyllis-bivins-hudson-9798218460839","title":"Finding December","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003eAt thirteen years old, Phyllis Bivins said yes.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003eYes to her first love.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003eYes to feeling chosen.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003eYes to a decision made in secrecy and fear that would quietly shape the rest of her life.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eRaised in poverty in the segregated South and carrying the wounds of childhood abuse, Phyllis learned how to survive long before she understood what healthy love required. When attention felt like safety and belonging felt like proof of worth, she mistook intensity for devotion and endurance for loyalty. One life-altering choice at fourteen became the blueprint for years of relationships marked by imbalance, silence, and emotional compromise.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn Finding December, Phyllis traces the patterns that followed her from adolescence into adulthood, confronting the beliefs that kept her accepting crumbs instead of demanding fullness. Through heartbreak and hard-won clarity, she begins to separate survival from love and longing from self-worth.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDecember-the month of her birth-becomes more than a month on the calendar. It becomes a reckoning. A season of clarity where love no longer requires self-abandonment.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\u003cem\u003eFor every woman who has ever confused being wanted with being loved, this story offers something deeper: the courage to choose differently.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Phyllis Bivins-Hudson\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798218460839\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Genceptz Consulting \u0026amp; Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/19\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 342\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.87lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.76d","brand":"Phyllis Bivins-Hudson","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48997859492095,"sku":"9798218460839","price":19.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/finding-december-phyllis-bivins-hudson-9798218460839","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}