{"product_id":"foul-existence-thorne-calder-9798270490768","title":"foul existence","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eFoul Existence\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e is a brutal, psychological descent into the fractured mind of Frank - a retired Marine veteran whose life has unraveled into isolation, bitterness, and hallucination.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAt first, it reads like a gritty war-scarred drama: Frank comes home from deployment to find betrayal waiting in his bed. Years later, twice divorced and numbed by whiskey and regret, he drifts through his days, haunted by ghosts of fallen comrades and the wreckage of the life he once fought to preserve. But as the story unfolds, the line between memory and madness dissolves. His nights fill with apparitions - soldiers long dead who seem to speak to him, guide him, mock him. The war that broke him never ended; it simply followed him home.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe narrative shifts between moments of stark realism - lonely motel rooms, dusty backroads, VA waiting rooms - and surreal, fever-dream hallucinations that force the reader to question what's real and what's trauma bleeding through. Frank's old friend Roc becomes both mirror and foil, representing what happens when shared trauma festers in different directions: one into numbness, the other into rage.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAs Frank's mind deteriorates, his world becomes a grotesque echo of his combat years. The book doesn't glorify violence - it dissects it, forcing the reader to live inside the slow corrosion of guilt, loss, and self-loathing. By the later chapters, it's unclear whether the killings, the confrontations, and even Roc himself exist outside Frank's mind.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eFoul Existence\u003c\/i\u003e is ultimately an anti-war tragedy - a meditation on the aftermath of service, the failures of society to care for its broken soldiers, and the human capacity to turn inward and self-destruct when the world offers no redemption. It's not a war story; it's a story about what happens after the war ends and the silence begins to roar.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Thorne Calder\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798270490768\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 10\/23\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 44\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.16lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.09d","brand":"Thorne Calder","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48997209866495,"sku":"9798270490768","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/foul-existence-thorne-calder-9798270490768","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}