{"product_id":"god-never-left-me-jordan-beach-9798199624046","title":"God Never Left Me: From Trauma, Addiction, and Loss to Redemption","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003e\"If you are still breathing, God is not finished. There is still hope. There is still grace.\"\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMost people's first memories are birthday parties and family trips. Jordan Beach's first memory was pain.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe was only four years old when he was held in a bathtub of scalding water, leaving severe third-degree burns across his body. He survived, but the trauma taught him to rely entirely on himself and live in a perpetual state of survival.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eBut survival mode has an expiration date.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTo quiet the noise of childhood trauma and a broken home, Jordan turned to substances. The discipline of the boxing ring couldn't compete with the chaos of addiction. Even the arrivals of his beautiful daughters, Annabella and Juliette, couldn't break the dependency.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhen their mother walked out the door with his girls, Jordan's life imploded.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDriven by a warped mind under constant pressure, Jordan crossed a line he never thought he would: \u003cb\u003ehe robbed a bank.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSuddenly, he was a fugitive hiding in a frozen tent city, running from the law and consumed by shame. When the police caught up to him, Jordan found himself locked in a concrete jail cell facing years in prison.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStripped of all escapes, he was forced to sit in the stillness of his wreckage. On a thin jail mattress, he stopped fighting for the steering wheel. He didn't find religion. \u003cb\u003eHe found a Savior.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eGOD NEVER LEFT ME\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e is the gripping, gritty, and fiercely honest cinematic testimony of a man who had to lose everything to discover the Master Builder. From a dramatic courtroom turning point to the miraculous restoration of his family and the birth of a powerful recovery movement called \u003ci\u003eBrotherhood\u003c\/i\u003e, Jordan's story proves no pit is deeper than God's grace.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eGo Deeper: A Tool for Transformation\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis isn't just a memoir-it's a map for your own restoration. Interwoven with this raw testimony are hard-hitting spiritual insights straight from Scripture. Jordan breaks down foundational truths from the Bible showing exactly how God rebuilds broken walls, breathes life into dry bones, and brings beauty from ashes.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWith its practical, faith-building depth, this book doubles as an incredible resource for: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eSmall Groups \u0026amp; Bible Studies: \u003c\/b\u003e A powerful catalyst for moving past surface-level faith into true spiritual revival, breaking down performance mentalities, and building genuine accountability.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eMen's \u0026amp; Women's Ministries: \u003c\/b\u003e A raw tool for tearing down walls to start real conversations about family, parenting, and the hidden battles we all face.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cb\u003eRecovery Ministries: \u003c\/b\u003e A grounded, real-world companion for anyone navigating sobriety, healing from trauma, and seeking lasting spiritual restoration.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThis book is a vital reminder of a truth we too easily forget: \u003cb\u003enobody ever graduates from needing Jesus.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cp\u003eNot the man sober for six months. Not the believer of forty years. None of us reach a place where we stop needing His correction, conviction, and growth.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eYour story isn't over. It's just getting started.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Jordan Beach\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798199624046\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/19\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 182\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.55lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.42d","brand":"Jordan Beach","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49173922971903,"sku":"9798199624046","price":13.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/god-never-left-me-jordan-beach-9798199624046","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}