{"product_id":"gracies-journey-out-of-darkness-nedra-maurine-white-9781432751630","title":"Gracie's Journey Out of Darkness: A True Adoption Story of Separation, Taken Identity Fear Pain \u0026 Sibling Reuniting!","description":"\u003cb\u003eAbout the Author\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIt took many years and many steps in my life to try and understand and to figure out the things that happened to me in my childhood. The \u003ci\u003equestion I keep coming back to is why did this happen?\u003c\/i\u003e Beginning at the age of seven up until I was seven years old, I repeatedly ask myself \u003ci\u003ewhy\u003c\/i\u003e was I born? Was I put here on earth to be tortured, did \u003ci\u003eGOD\u003c\/i\u003e want this for me? I \u003ci\u003ehurt\u003c\/i\u003e so much inside. I was \u003ci\u003escreaming\u003c\/i\u003e deep down in my soul, \u003ci\u003eBut I had to be strong.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eDuring my early adulthood thoughts of \u003ci\u003esuicide\u003c\/i\u003e were within me, but who would take care of my children? So I battled that \u003ci\u003edemon\u003c\/i\u003e and when he passed the demon of alcohol plagued me until I was forty six years old. With prayer to \u003ci\u003eGOD ALMIGHTY\u003c\/i\u003e I asked him to save me from myself destruction, because I knew I would soon \u003ci\u003edie.\u003c\/i\u003e To the people out there who ask is there really and truly a GOD for me the answer is \u003ci\u003eyes\u003c\/i\u003e. There has got to be a \u003ci\u003eSupreme\u003c\/i\u003eBeing, because no man or woman walking and breathing on this earth could help save me from myself. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eMy world will ever be \u003ci\u003eper say- normal\u003c\/i\u003e, the things that happened to me were \u003ci\u003enormal\u003c\/i\u003e, \" I am Not your average norman person. Most of the time my world, in my being my mind is in a \u003ci\u003emaze\u003c\/i\u003e. At this time in my life at the age of fifty five, I am trying to find my way back to my \u003ci\u003efamily circle, that is a good thing\u003c\/i\u003eand pray everyday, \u003ci\u003enot to go insane\u003c\/i\u003e.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Nedra Maurine White\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1432751638\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781432751630\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Outskirts Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 05\/19\/2010\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 142\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.48lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.33d","brand":"Nedra Maurine White","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":43995689779455,"sku":"9781432751630","price":11.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_8c0baa22-ed66-49f9-b057-66af69fae2b2.jpg?v=1683337263","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/gracies-journey-out-of-darkness-nedra-maurine-white-9781432751630","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}