{"product_id":"grind-life-philip-stengel-9798283504216","title":"Grind Life: The Dat White Boy Chronicles","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eGRIND LIFE: THE DAT WHITE BOY STORY\u003c\/b\u003e is a dark, seductive plunge into San Francisco's queer underground, where sex, art, and obsession collide under neon light.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCorey Callahan was once \u003cb\u003eJaded Touch\u003c\/b\u003e, a Portland DJ who could move a crowd but not his own life. Burned by heartbreak and trapped in routine, he walks away from the rain and the scene with one plan left: a feature series for \u003cb\u003ePulse Magazine\u003c\/b\u003e on the raw, unfiltered heart of queer San Francisco.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe city gives him more than a story.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom the sweat slick backrooms of \u003cb\u003eGlitter Hole\u003c\/b\u003e to \u003cb\u003eEclipse\u003c\/b\u003e, a legendary all night circuit party on Pier 70, Corey becomes both witness and participant. Every club, every after party, every stranger's bed pulls him deeper into a world where pleasure is currency, survival is performance, and vulnerability is the one sin nobody forgives.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe scene renames him \u003cb\u003eDat White Boy\u003c\/b\u003e, and the nickname becomes a persona, then a brand, then a mask he is not sure he can take off. The journalist starts vanishing inside the character. Friends turn into sources, lovers into material, and lines between connection and consumption dissolve. As his article series blows up, Corey has to ask whether he is documenting the culture or letting it devour him.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eGrind Life\u003c\/b\u003e is a queer literary nightlife novel about reinvention, addiction to attention, and the loneliness that hides behind every flashing light. It treats clubs like churches, dance floors like confessionals, and intimacy like a high that never quite lasts.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eInside you will find\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e- A vivid, lived in portrait of the Castro and SF underground scene\u003cbr\u003e- Sex, friendship, rivalry, and chosen family under constant strobe\u003cbr\u003e- A protagonist torn between authenticity and the persona the city demands\u003cbr\u003e- Nightlife as ritual, survival, addiction, and fragile grace\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat begins as an assignment becomes an awakening and a slow burn self destruction. San Francisco becomes the mirror Corey cannot avoid, a city that gives him everything he thought he wanted while asking for pieces of him in return.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ePerfect for readers of \u003cb\u003edark queer fiction, psychological drama, and transgressive literature\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003cb\u003eGRIND LIFE: THE DAT WHITE BOY STORY\u003c\/b\u003e will resonate with fans of \u003cb\u003eGarth Greenwell, Bret Easton Ellis, André Aciman, and Ocean Vuong\u003c\/b\u003e, and with anyone who understands how easy it is to lose yourself in the music and call it love.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Philip Stengel\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798283504216\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 05\/11\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 326\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.96lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.68d","brand":"Philip Stengel","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48800854442239,"sku":"9798283504216","price":16.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/grind-life-philip-stengel-9798283504216","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}