{"product_id":"growing-up-saved-kristen-lavalley-9781496478566","title":"Growing Up Saved: When Loving God Feels Like Losing Yourself","description":"\u003cb\u003eWhat do you do if the faith that raised you seems to fail when you need it the most?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eKristen LaValley grew up a church kid through and through. She said \"the sinner's prayer\" before she could write her name--and spent the next few decades trying to prove she meant it; in a body that couldn't rest, with a mind she didn't yet understand, under a God she was afraid to disappoint. She learned to perform the kind of faith that got praised: one that hid pain and swallowed questions.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBut in the thick of depression, spiritual exhaustion, and a late ADHD diagnosis, she found herself wondering if the faith she'd built her life on could really hold her.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn Growing Up Saved, Kristen maps the slow undoing of a faith formed in certainty and what it took to find God in the middle of her unraveling.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn these pages, you'll find authenticity, empathy, and compassionate theology as you explore: \u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003ehow to find your way through a faith that was formed in fear\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003ethe intersection of trauma, mental health, neurodivergence, and spiritual identity\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003ethe healing work of making peace with your body, your mind, and your story\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003ea path for those navigating life after disillusionment, burnout, religious trauma, or pain\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003eThis book isn't a call to give up on faith. It's an invitation to hold it differently. With tenderness, grit, and humor, Kristen offers a hard-won way through grief and grace to a messy, holy rebuilding.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Kristen Lavalley\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1496478568\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781496478566\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Tyndale Momentum\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 03\/03\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 240\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback","brand":"Kristen Lavalley","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":47040103284991,"sku":"9781496478566","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_ee0c6485-17e4-4dd1-b367-7eebf5958648.jpg?v=1752753569","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/growing-up-saved-kristen-lavalley-9781496478566","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}