{"product_id":"held-in-the-vanishing-ti-mougne-9798901743065","title":"Held in the Vanishing","description":"\u003cp\u003eWhen Ti Mougne's parents were diagnosed with dementia - her father slipping into Alzheimer's, her mother losing words to Primary Progressive Aphasia - everything narrowed at once.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eResponsibility flooded her days, and in the long vigilance of care, her own life began to disappear alongside her parents'.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLove didn't disappear. It changed color.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStrange, unfamiliar - yet unmistakably love.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eHeld in the Vanishing\u003c\/em\u003e is an unflinching memoir of caregiving written from inside that unraveling. Told in brief vignettes, Mougne traces what it means to hold two parents and a family together - what is given, what is neglected, and what must be carried without language.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a story of redemption or tidy acceptance. It stays with erosion and disappearance, and with the quiet reckoning that follows: losing your family as you knew them, losing yourself alongside them, and slowly finding the stillness necessary to hear your own voice again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor anyone walking the long, unfinished middle of caregiving, Held in the Vanishing offers companionship, witness, and a measure of comfort in the darkest days.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Ti Mougne\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798901743065\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Atmosphere Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/04\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 166\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.44lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.38d","brand":"Ti Mougne","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48997908414719,"sku":"9798901743065","price":16.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/held-in-the-vanishing-ti-mougne-9798901743065","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}