{"product_id":"i-know-i-should-be-george-g-barnes-9798271816116","title":"I Know I Should Be Further: If Only You Knew","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eI KNOW I SHOULD BE FURTHER: If Only You Knew\u003c\/b\u003e is Book I of the \u003cb\u003eChocolate Factory Canon\u003c\/b\u003e-a SoulLit Noir transmission where grace keeps its work boots on. George \"G\" Barnes walks you through the factory he was born into-silence on the belts, shame in the wrappers-and shows how he pulled the lever, stopped the line, and turned survival into structure.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis isn't trauma tourism. It's blueprinting.\u003cbr\u003eThe pages move like lived prayer-confession first, then design. Each chapter blends \u003cb\u003escene\u003c\/b\u003e (kitchen-table truths, back-porch confrontations, candle-lit budgets) with \u003cb\u003esystems\u003c\/b\u003e: Cuts (clean lessons), Mile Markers (measurable progress), and Charges (quiet-authority orders you can obey once, calmly). Scripture is \u003cb\u003eworn, not wielded\u003c\/b\u003e (Ethiopic\/LXX posture). Therapy is \u003cb\u003ehonored\u003c\/b\u003e-no diagnosing from the page, only frameworks and safety.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eWhat this book does: \u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eNames the machinery\u003c\/b\u003e-the unspoken rules (\"Don't say too much,\" \"Just be grateful\") that mass-produce coping and call it culture.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eSeparates love from loyalty to pain\u003c\/b\u003e-walk-away wisdom without the performance of a public exit.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eShifts from trying to design\u003c\/b\u003e-house specs for safety, consistency, and support so peace can live longer than you do.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eInstalls legacy filters\u003c\/b\u003e-\"If it doesn't heal the bloodline, it doesn't belong.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eBuilt-in tools (porch-ready): \u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eTPDA\u003c\/b\u003e (Tri-Paradox of Divine Action): Case 1\/2\/3 with V\/A scoring (Visibility\/Agency) so you can classify moments without spiritual theatrics.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eBLACKprint steps\u003c\/b\u003e (3-5 moves each chapter) + \u003cb\u003eAM\/MID\/PM\u003c\/b\u003e liturgies, \u003cb\u003e30\/60\/90\u003c\/b\u003e rechecks, and a \u003cb\u003eWitness Log\u003c\/b\u003e (Scripture - Counsel - Fruit).\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eBoundary one-liners\u003c\/b\u003e-state it once, calm, no debate.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eLegacy Filter\u003c\/b\u003e-a one-sentence covenant guiding every yes\/no.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eYou'll walk through: \u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe Unrequested BLACKprint\u003c\/i\u003e - inheritance without permission.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eBorn Into the Storm, Not the Story\u003c\/i\u003e - reading thunder like a language.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eCurses, Clichés \u0026amp; Deeds\u003c\/i\u003e - cookouts, ownership, and retiring \"that's just how we are.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eRoasting Ain't Healing\u003c\/i\u003e - humor as hush vs. truth that holds.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eLoyalty or Life Sentence?\u003c\/i\u003e - honor without custody.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eWalking Away Without Announcing It\u003c\/i\u003e - quiet exits for quiet damage.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003ePeace Got Me Uninvited\u003c\/i\u003e \/ \u003ci\u003e\"You Fake Now.\"\u003c\/i\u003e - growth that outlives group chats.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eWhen Trying Still Ain't Enough\u003c\/i\u003e - effort vs. design.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eTherapy Felt Like Betrayal\u003c\/i\u003e - snitching on silence to save your soul.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eMy Pain Has Purpose-But Not a Pass\u003c\/i\u003e - fruit without falsifying roots.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThis Time, I'm Building With BLACKprints\u003c\/i\u003e - slow build beats fast collapse.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThis Ain't Willy Wonka's Factory\u003c\/i\u003e - pulling the lever; stopping the line.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eIf It Doesn't Heal the Bloodline, I Don't Want It\u003c\/i\u003e - decorations don't deliver destiny.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eI'm Not Just Changing-I'm Charging the Bloodline\u003c\/i\u003e - voltage through honesty, not hype.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eIf Only You Knew\u003c\/i\u003e - candle-light scenes and hidden labor as legacy.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eVoice \u0026amp; Vow: \u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBarnes writes like a father on the porch and a builder on the block-tender scalpel, clean cadence. The result is \u003cb\u003ememoir-as-manual\u003c\/b\u003e: you'll cry, but you'll also calendar. By the benediction, you'll be running your factory differently-slower, holier, sustainable.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eA God's Vision Legacy Empire(TM) Transmission\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBLACKPRINT Edition - SoulLit Noir Canon(TM) - written for fruit, not flash.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e George G. Barnes\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798271816116\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 10\/27\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 172\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.52lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.37d","brand":"George G. 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