{"product_id":"i-love-you-so-much-mariah-stovall-9798874725310","title":"I Love You So Much It's Killing Us Both","description":"Set in the suburbs of Los Angeles and New York City, \u003ci\u003eI Love You So Much It's Killing Us Both\u003c\/i\u003e is an immersive journey into the life and mind of Khaki Oliver, who's perennially trying to disappear into something: a codependent friendship, an ill-advised boyfriend, the punk scene, or simply, the ether. These days it's a meaningless job and a comfortingly empty apartment. Then, after a decade of estrangement, she receives a letter from her former best friend. Fiona's throwing a party for her newly adopted daughter and wants Khaki to join the celebration. Khaki is equal parts terrified and tempted to reconnect. Their platonic love was confusing, all-consuming, and encouraged their worst impulses. While stalling her RSVP, Khaki starts crafting the perfect mixtape--revisiting memories of formative shows, failed romances, and the ups and downs of desire and denial--while weighing the risks and rewards of saying yes to Fiona again. One song at a time, from 1980s hardcore to 2010s emo, the shared and separate contours of each woman's mind come into focus. Will listening to the same old songs on repeat doom Khaki to a lonely life of arrested development? Or will hindsight help her regain her sense of self and pave a healthy path for the future, with or without Fiona?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Mariah Stovall\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798874725310\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e HighBridge Audio\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/02\/2024\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e MP3 CD","brand":"Mariah Stovall","offers":[{"title":"MP3 CD","offer_id":45264957571327,"sku":"9798874725310","price":45.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_f283e4da-8386-4413-b029-5f428906de87.jpg?v=1713419759","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/i-love-you-so-much-mariah-stovall-9798874725310","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}