{"product_id":"i-married-a-judas-coleen-sykes-ray-9798288284120","title":"I Married A Judas: : Healing from Holy Betrayal, A Journey Through Grief, Deception, and Divine Recovery","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e\"I Married a Judas: Healing from Holy Betrayal - A Journey Through Grief, Deception, and Divine Recovery\"\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e By \u003cb\u003eApostle Coleen S. Ray\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003cb\u003eHave you ever been betrayed by the very one who claimed to be sent by God?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eHave you lost a child, your calling questioned, or your voice silenced by spiritual manipulation?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAre you a woman leader trying to rebuild while bleeding?\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis book is for YOU.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn this raw, anointed, and prophetic memoir, Apostle Coleen S. Ray shares her heart-wrenching yet powerful journey through \u003cb\u003eholy betrayal\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003cb\u003espiritual abuse\u003c\/b\u003e, and the \u003cb\u003edevastating loss of her son, Joshua\u003c\/b\u003e. From a 23-year marriage to walking into what seemed like a divinely orchestrated union that quickly unraveled into emotional torment, witchcraft, and narcissistic manipulation-Apostle Ray pulls back the veil on what happens when \u003cb\u003eJudas is in the pulpit... and in your bed\u003c\/b\u003e.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut this isn't just a survival story-it's a testimony of \u003cb\u003edivine recovery\u003c\/b\u003e.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough grief, loss, prophetic insight, and supernatural encounters, she recounts how God used prayer, intercession, and \u003cb\u003eThe Watchmen's Call\u003c\/b\u003e to anchor her. From death to destiny, from despair to the birth of \u003cb\u003eThe Ruach Center\u003c\/b\u003e, she shows how God used brokenness to birth purpose-and how you can rise, oily and mantled, from the ashes.\u003c\/p\u003eWhat You'll Find Inside: \u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e17 gripping chapters\u003c\/b\u003e of transparent storytelling, deliverance, and prophetic warning\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eHow to recognize \u003cb\u003espiritual narcissism\u003c\/b\u003e, \u003cb\u003ecounterfeit covenant\u003c\/b\u003e, and \u003cb\u003echurch abuse\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eHealing affirmations, reflective prayers, and prophetic insights\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eA path toward rebuilding ministry, identity, and even the hope for true love again\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003eThis is for: \u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eWomen in ministry who've been silenced or shamed\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eSurvivors of spiritual and emotional abuse\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eGrieving mothers looking for hope\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eApostolic and prophetic voices navigating betrayal\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnyone ready to heal without hiding\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eYou can survive betrayal. You can rise from grief. And yes-you can love again.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\"You Will Recover All.\"\u003cp\u003eThis is more than a book.\u003cbr\u003eIt's a \u003cb\u003emantled war cry\u003c\/b\u003e for every woman who's ever cried out in the dark and heard God say, \u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003e\"Get up. Rebuild from here.\"\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Coleen Sykes Ray\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798288284120\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/16\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 88\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.50lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 10.00h x 7.00w x 0.23d","brand":"Coleen Sykes Ray","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":47452883026175,"sku":"9798288284120","price":30.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_882d8e55-97b1-4656-bcf1-46213f085d74.jpg?v=1761931053","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/i-married-a-judas-coleen-sykes-ray-9798288284120","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}