{"product_id":"i-thought-i-was-going-jc-kimberly-schneider-hilleshiem-9781626976955","title":"I Thought I Was Going Crazy...","description":"This begins my journey... Sitting at my desk...now married with 3 very young children, working for a company that custom built fire trucks, I was trying to type a report \"perfectly\" as the inspector waited patiently in the hallway for the completion of it. It was a 5 or 6 part report on the newly built fire truck that literally \"had - to - be - perfect\" (it could not even have \"corrected\" mistakes). My hands shook and I was filled with anxiety. My whole inner body, including my mind, was tense...I was so tense I could feel pressure in my head. It is truly hard to explain. I also had a very difficult time remembering. On many occasions, my boss would call me into his office for further instruction. I would clutch my notebook and pen and write frantically, otherwise, I would get back to my desk and think... \"now what did he just ask me to do?\" At home, I couldn't fall into a deep sleep... my mind raced constantly. No matter how hard I tried, I just could not get any rest. I was also very phobic in public. For example, when I was shopping and if I was comparing prices (which was very hard to do because of my state of mind), I would panic and think, are people looking at me? Have I been standing here too long? I wasn't sure what was wrong with me. WAS I GOING CRAZY? I was so scared . . .\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Jc Kimberly Schneider Hilleshiem\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1626976953\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781626976955\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Xulon Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/20\/2013\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 164\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.40lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.38d","brand":"Jc Kimberly Schneider Hilleshiem","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":46795394220287,"sku":"9781626976955","price":15.49,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_e6169669-6501-4a0f-8543-5247fc5c7506.jpg?v=1744947466","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/i-thought-i-was-going-jc-kimberly-schneider-hilleshiem-9781626976955","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}