{"product_id":"i-was-falling-apart-shaun-smit-9798235363533","title":"I Was Falling Apart: A Father's Story of Faith, Fear, and the Miracle That Changed Everything","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003e\"This is the worst night of my medical career.\"\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShaun Smit and his family arrived in America filled with the hope of a fresh start. But only two months after stepping off the plane, their new life shattered. His nineteen-year-old son, Jesse-a fit, disciplined competitive swimmer-was diagnosed with a massive, aggressive abdominal tumor the size of a saucepan.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat followed was a harrowing six-month battle against an \"impossible\" medical reality. While Jesse faced grueling chemotherapy and a life-altering surgery with the tenacity of an elite athlete, Shaun fought a private, parallel war.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn this raw and deeply personal memoir, Shaun Smit pulls back the curtain on the \"strong father\" archetype. He invites readers into the hospital corridors at 2:00 a.m., the parking lots where his faith buckled, and the dark living rooms where he wept in secret while clinging to worship songs on repeat.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eI Was Falling Apart\u003c\/strong\u003e is more than a story about surviving cancer; it is an honest exploration of: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eThe Tension of Faith: \u003c\/strong\u003e How belief and absolute terror can inhabit the same heart at the same time.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eA Father's Helplessness: \u003c\/strong\u003e The agony of watching a child suffer and the realization that staying present is sometimes the hardest-and most important-thing a parent can do.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eHidden Preparation: \u003c\/strong\u003e How years of \"unrelated\" discipline and quiet spiritual promptings were actually God's way of arming a family for their darkest valley.\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eJesse didn't just survive; he thrived. But the road to that miracle was paved with tears, financial terror, and the kind of fear that never truly leaves.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you are currently in your own valley-scared, exhausted, and trying to believe-this book is for you. It is a reminder that you are not alone, that miracles are still possible, and that even when you are falling apart, there is a hope that holds fast.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Shaun Smit\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798235363533\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Shaun Smit\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/23\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 128\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.34lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.30d","brand":"Shaun Smit","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48801449279743,"sku":"9798235363533","price":9.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/i-was-falling-apart-shaun-smit-9798235363533","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}