{"product_id":"if-only-you-knew-elle-ward-9798269131313","title":"If Only You Knew: What it really took to survive","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eIf Only You Knew: What It Really Took to Survive\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThis is not a polished story of triumph. It's raw, unfiltered, and painfully honest.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough a series of letters to her past self, Elle lays bare the hidden battles of living with mental illness - the crushing weight of silence, the heartbreak of broken trust, and the loneliness of feeling left behind. These pages don't shy away from the darkness: suicidal thoughts, survival, shame, and the slow, fragile process of healing.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut within that darkness runs a thread of resilience, reflection, and the quiet, persistent hope that healing is still possible.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis book is for anyone who has ever felt like giving up.\u003cbr\u003eFor those carrying scars that no one sees.\u003cbr\u003eFor those trying to understand what it truly takes to keep going when life feels impossible.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMore than a memoir, \u003ci\u003eIf Only You Knew\u003c\/i\u003e is a mirror - one that reflects not only the pain of breaking, but the courage it takes to stay, to fight, and to begin again.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eInside, you'll find: \u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eHonest letters capturing the fight between despair and survival\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eReflections on motherhood, self-worth, and the longing to belong\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe hard truths about healing that are rarely spoken\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003e\u003cp\u003eA reminder that even in the messiest, most fragile moments - you are not alone\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf you've ever wished someone would put words to the feelings you can't explain, this book may feel like sitting with a friend who understands.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Elle Ward\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798269131313\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 10\/09\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 332\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.98lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.69d","brand":"Elle Ward","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49083706802431,"sku":"9798269131313","price":15.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/if-only-you-knew-elle-ward-9798269131313","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}