{"product_id":"internal-restoration-loretta-l-hardrick-9781544245966","title":"Internal Restoration: Finding Peace in the Process","description":"Death took me to a very dark place of solitude and challenged the very existence of my worth, as I sat on our bed distraught, weeping and weakened in a lowly state of mind; a thought jumped in my head expeditiously: \"Why don't you get the shotgun and kill yourself, it's already loaded; what do you have to live for anyway?\" I glanced at the shotgun pondering the thought seeking instant relief from the agony which was literally eating me up inside; grief and the sudden loss of my spouse were overtly visible in every area of my life and our home. The emptiness and the loneliness I was living with were excruciating, to say the least. I was devastated and overwhelmed by the circumstances and situations which surrounded this death. I had let my guard down. I am open and honest in describing how death affected me. In this book, I share mini miracles that God allowed to manifest in my life. I share songs of encouragement and testimonies of being obedient to his will. God has directed me every step of the way. To God be all the glory, always.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Loretta L. Hardrick\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1544245963\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781544245966\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Createspace Independent Publishing Platform\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/30\/2017\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 316\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.02lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.02h x 5.98w x 0.71d","brand":"Loretta L. Hardrick","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49164316377343,"sku":"9781544245966","price":17.88,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/internal-restoration-loretta-l-hardrick-9781544245966","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}