{"product_id":"just-by-looking-at-him-ryan-oconnell-9781797139739","title":"Just by Looking at Him","description":"\u003cb\u003eFrom the star of Peacock's \u003ci\u003eQueer as Folk\u003c\/i\u003e and the Netflix series \u003ci\u003eSpecial\u003c\/i\u003e comes a darkly witty and touching novel following a gay TV writer with cerebral palsy as he fights addiction and searches for acceptance in an overwhelmingly ableist world.\u003c\/b\u003eEliot appears to be living the dream as a successful TV writer with a doting boyfriend. But behind his Instagram filter of a life, he's grappling with an intensifying alcohol addiction, he can't seem to stop cheating on his boyfriend with various sex workers, and his cerebral palsy is making him feel like gay Shrek. After falling down a rabbit hole of sex, drinking, and Hollywood backstabbing, Eliot decides to limp his way towards redemption. But facing your demons is easier said than done. Candid, biting, and refreshingly real, \u003ci\u003eJust by Looking at Him\u003c\/i\u003e is an incisive commentary on gay life, a heart-centered, laugh-out-loud exploration of self, and a rare insight into life as a person with disabilities.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Ryan O'Connell\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1797139738\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781797139739\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Simon \u0026amp; Schuster Audio\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/07\/2022\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e CD\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.30lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 5.60h x 5.80w x 0.60d","brand":"Ryan O'Connell","offers":[{"title":"CD","offer_id":43981912015103,"sku":"9781797139739","price":39.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_e170f717-5da2-4a6d-8485-30f93879e0cb.jpg?v=1683258211","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/just-by-looking-at-him-ryan-oconnell-9781797139739","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}