{"product_id":"loving-the-life-and-losing-demetrius-matthews-9798440373617","title":"Loving The Life and Losing Me: Memoir of Toya Rose","description":"This book is to share my journey to recovery and help someone else in a similar situation find a way out. When I first began my recovery, I would often think that I was the last one in my social circle to get myself together. I was scared to change because I wasn't sure that there was anything else that I could do outside of what I had always done. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eOf course, I know today that these were only negative thoughts that prevented me from moving forward positively. Once I began my sobriety, I realized that it was simply making a choice and following through. Not to say that I don't have good days and challenging days like everyone else. I will say that I actively choose to do better and be better daily. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIt took resolve, surrender to a higher power, and random survivors to get me to where I am now. I am now a sponsor and work as a Recovery Coach Specialist in Chicago.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Demetrius Matthews, Toya Terry\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 8440373619\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798440373617\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 03\/26\/2022\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 86\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.30lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.21d","brand":"Demetrius Matthews","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":44076073943295,"sku":"9798440373617","price":15.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_65b40721-3100-47e7-99db-b9ec1d700fd6.jpg?v=1685463027","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/loving-the-life-and-losing-demetrius-matthews-9798440373617","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}