{"product_id":"meant-to-be-gay-teresa-banschbach-9798715254184","title":"Meant To Be Gay","description":"I found a little notebook, but it isn't the address book I was looking for. It's a... it's a journal. I kept a journal! I begin to read, and the first date goes back to less than three years ago-I read things that don't make sense. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eI love him so much! I don't think I could've survived what I did to my mom if it wasn't for him. He is always there for me and thank God for that.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI move a few pages down to a later date's entry and find more comments about a man. A man I supposedly love. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe therapist wants me to tell him about my past, but how exactly do you tell the man you love that your mother is dead because of you? How do I tell the man I love that the reason I refuse to call my dad is because of the shame and guilt I've been carrying around?\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI stop reading. So many questions are making my head hurt. What did I do that killed my mom? Who the hell is \u003ci\u003ehe? \u003c\/i\u003e Could it be Scotland? He often acts as if he loves me, but I still think he is keeping secrets from me. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eWho can I trust after the accident that took my memory away? Is he really just my roommate? \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cb\u003eMeant to Be Gay is a gay story with mature content intended for 18+\u003cbr\u003eTW: This story mentions mental illness and suicide.\u003cb\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Teresa Banschbach, Lara Hale\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 8715254186\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798715254184\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/01\/2021\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 198\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.44lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 7.99h x 5.00w x 0.42d\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e","brand":"Teresa Banschbach","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":46217073787135,"sku":"9798715254184","price":12.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_9be9f43a-871d-4347-8ecf-08dbee266cc7.jpg?v=1728514203","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/meant-to-be-gay-teresa-banschbach-9798715254184","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}