{"product_id":"memoirs-of-a-schizophrenic-goddess-nadine-murray-9780595291489","title":"Memoirs of a Schizophrenic Goddess","description":"Admitting I'm nuts would mean that the journey has not been real. \u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eMemoirs of a Schizophrenic Goddess\u003c\/i\u003e begins with the murder of John Lennon. The superstar's spirit leads me to a book on science, ritual and religion called Tantrism. In the book I find pictures of a woman spinning in a circle. Finally there is a reason for the dance that I've been hiding in all of my life. According to the book I am a goddess, but the book is too difficult to understand, the science is too complex.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eTo understand the journey I must read every book in the library. That's millions of books.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eAdding to my misery are the voices and the visions. Jesus and The Virgin are flesh and blood in my world, and devil-fighting rituals are a way of life.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eExhausting my resources I search for help. No one wants to listen. I am encouraged to be quiet, not to let my \"craziness\" surface. That doesn't work for me because the journey is real.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Nadine Murray\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 0595291481\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9780595291489\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e iUniverse\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/11\/2003\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 196\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.64lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.16h x 6.40w x 0.52d\u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"Nadine Murray","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":43920282321151,"sku":"9780595291489","price":16.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/products\/img_07d3b1c5-1661-4afd-a142-d048a21d07a0.jpg?v=1680814537","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/memoirs-of-a-schizophrenic-goddess-nadine-murray-9780595291489","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}