{"product_id":"men-bleed-too-thomas-brown-9780595361878","title":"Men Bleed Too: A Compelling Story About One Man's Struggle to Help His Wife Fight Breast Cancer!","description":"\u003ci\u003eEver since I first found out that Barbara had breast cancer the thought of her dying plagued me almost daily. I never told her how I felt about this because I tried to be her coach and source of strength. There were many nights especially when she was in the hospital with the infections that I cried myself to sleep. I just kept thinking that it was so unfair for her to have cancer and suffer all that humiliation and sickness that came with the chemotherapy treatments. I never really got over the fear of losing her. I was so afraid of what would happen to me. How could I ever go on with my life without her? How would I cope with the thought of never seeing her or talking with her again? I thought a lot about death during this period. I firmly believed in the afterlife and eternal salvation. I knew that Barbara was a good Christian and that her place in heaven would be a certainty. But I wanted her here on earth with me for the rest of my life. I wanted to see her grow old and comfort me. I couldn't stand the thought of her dying before me.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Thomas Brown\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 0595361870\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9780595361878\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e iUniverse\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/10\/2005\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 136\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.46lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.32d","brand":"Thomas Brown","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48443560427775,"sku":"9780595361878","price":13.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_ced2bfc8-db86-4853-8fa7-4ea4b4a330d8.jpg?v=1777206295","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/men-bleed-too-thomas-brown-9780595361878","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}