{"product_id":"my-horror-within-pam-mannington-9780228831723","title":"My Horror Within: Either makes you or breaks you","description":"\u003cp\u003eMaybe I'm the broken one. I think there is something wrong with me. How does this keep happening to me? How the hell do I keep finding myself in this position. Why do I believe in people?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCan life get better? Or is this all I deserve in life? You learn to survive, you're always in survival-mode, running on autopilot.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eTerrified, you walk around on eggshells, just waiting for the blow up or the next thing I haven't done to his standards. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIf only I did things better, or wasn't a smart-ass around your friends. Maybe if I didn't stand up for myself. Or maybe next I would be dead.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNow, I can breathe again. Life is not as hard. But I wonder how the hell I got my life so wrong. Because if this is your love, I don't want it. I feel more isolated now than ever before. Now I live day to day. I only focus on my little boy, protecting him as much as I can.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWow. Now I'm in the fight of my life. In a blink of eye. I hear a voice, open your eyes. Are you with me now? Do you know where you are? I slowly open my eyes. I want to say, in a spaceship. I'm pretty sure though it's a hospital somewhere. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ePetrified I'm going to be a quadriplegic. All I know is I have one long, hard road ahead. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCould this be it? Could this finally break me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Pam Mannington\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 0228831725\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9780228831723\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Tellwell Talent\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 07\/20\/2020\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 110\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.28lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.26d","brand":"Pam Mannington","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48440903762175,"sku":"9780228831723","price":15.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_9f532440-d765-4d46-ad5d-1d3181947fcf.jpg?v=1777187443","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/my-horror-within-pam-mannington-9780228831723","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}