{"product_id":"my-manic-maze-mikey-tableman-9798184084831","title":"My Manic Maze","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eMy Manic Maze\u003c\/b\u003e is a raw, darkly funny, and deeply personal memoir by Mikey Tableman that explores what it means to survive life while silently unraveling inside.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStructured like a cinematic journey through interconnected \"scenes,\" the book traces Mikey's path through anxiety, depression, addiction, ADHD, manic episodes, identity struggles, and suicidal ideation, while unpacking the complicated relationship between outward success and inner suffering. From working among celebrities and nightlife culture in Los Angeles to battling invisible mental health crises behind closed doors, he reveals the exhausting reality of appearing fine while feeling completely lost.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBlending spoken-word poetry, memoir, humor, and reflection, each chapter personifies different mental and emotional battles as monsters inside a maze, creating an immersive portrait of living with a mind that never slows down. Through stories of self-destruction, recovery, therapy, misdiagnosis, sobriety, and learning to finally speak openly, \u003ci\u003eMy Manic Maze\u003c\/i\u003e challenges the stigma surrounding mental health and asks readers to reconsider what strength really looks like.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a guide to having everything figured out. It is an honest account of getting lost, surviving the wrong turns, and discovering that healing isn't about escaping the maze, but learning how to live through it.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor anyone who has ever smiled while struggling, carried pain in silence, or wondered whether anyone else feels this way too, \u003ci\u003eMy Manic Maze\u003c\/i\u003e offers recognition, vulnerability, and the reminder that no one has to navigate the darkness alone.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Mikey Tableman\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798184084831\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 07\/27\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 166\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.51lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.35d","brand":"Mikey Tableman","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48998541918463,"sku":"9798184084831","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/my-manic-maze-mikey-tableman-9798184084831","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}