{"product_id":"never-fade-away-e-l-esch-9798481898131","title":"Never Fade Away","description":"\u003cb\u003e\u003ci\u003eUntil death does us part, but it's knocking on our door...\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI'd had enough. That's how I found myself in a dingy alleyway with my revolver in my hand. I was sick and dying anyway, and there was nothing I could do about it. Nothing except maybe taking back some shred of control by going out on my own terms. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eOne deep breath. Two... Three... Four... \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eSurrounded by the darkness of my own mind, this was the only solution I could see, but before I could do something I'd regret, rock star Anno Goodkind crashed into my life and flipped it upside down. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIt was supposed to be one casual hookup. No complications and definitely no \u003ci\u003efeelings. \u003c\/i\u003eNo, the most logical thing to do would be to stuff my emotions down so nobody got hurt. Especially not him. But nobody told me that love didn't give a damn about logic. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eCONTENT WARNING: This story has a HEA but deals with heavy themes of illness, suicide, anxiety, and depression. Reader discretion is advised.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e E. L. Esch\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798481898131\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 10\/20\/2021\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 292\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.70lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.66d","brand":"E. L. Esch","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48440476041471,"sku":"9798481898131","price":14.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_5797fc8e-8d63-4447-add1-40ed7352ffe5.jpg?v=1777182684","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/never-fade-away-e-l-esch-9798481898131","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}