{"product_id":"not-about-him-charlie-allen-9798272370440","title":"Not about him: I found the girl I was missing","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eA two-perspective journey through longing, overthinking, heartbreak - and the radical act of choosing yourself.\u003c\/b\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\"Crush Culture: Rehearsing Love in Your Dreams \" is the narrative: everything as I remember it, after it happened.\u003cbr\u003e\"Not about him\" series are the heartbeat: the words I wrote while I was still in the middle of the storm. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThis isn't a love story.\u003cbr\u003eIt's a self-story - told from the inside and the after. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eNot the aftermath. The during. \u003cb\u003ePart 5\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eThis is where the story breaks open.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhere love meets truth.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhere betrayal stings and clarity finally arrives.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis part is about losing what you thought you needed - and realizing what was really missing was \u003ci\u003eyou.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt's about the ache of almost, the courage to confront, and the quiet strength it takes to let go with dignity.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt's about standing in front of someone you wanted so deeply and hearing \u003ci\u003eno\u003c\/i\u003e - and learning that rejection isn't the end of love, but the beginning of self-respect.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eHere, I ask the hard questions: \u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCan happiness built on someone else's pain ever be real?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCan love still exist after truth has been spoken?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eCan I still stay soft, even when my heart is breaking?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not the fairytale chapter - this is the real one.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhere the heart breaks, but also rebuilds.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhere the girl I was missing finally comes home - to me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause the moment I stopped chasing love, \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI found myself. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eLoving the series\u003cbr\u003eRead Part 6: This story is mine now.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Charlie Allen\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798272370440\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/17\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 172\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.52lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.37d","brand":"Charlie Allen","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49171050299647,"sku":"9798272370440","price":8.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/not-about-him-charlie-allen-9798272370440","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}