{"product_id":"on-our-knees-regena-thomashauer-9798318602115","title":"On Our Knees: Loving Your Life Even When You Hate What's Happening","description":"\u003cb\u003eFrom the \u003ci\u003eNew York Times\u003c\/i\u003e best-selling author of \u003ci\u003ePussy\u003c\/i\u003e comes a radical curriculum for claiming your full radiance--by first claiming your darkness.\u003c\/b\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eYou have been strong for so long. You have managed, adapted, optimized, and soldiered on. You have said \u003ci\u003eI'm fine\u003c\/i\u003e so many times that you've almost convinced yourself it's true. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBut you know what's happening. The world is crumbling. Your carefully constructed life may be too. And somewhere inside you, a voice you've been trained to ignore is asking a question you're not sure you're allowed to answer: \u003ci\u003eWhat if surrendering is not defeat--but the most powerful thing you have ever done?\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIn \u003ci\u003eOn Our Knees\u003c\/i\u003e, the \u003ci\u003eNew York Times \u003c\/i\u003ebest-selling author of \u003ci\u003ePussy: A Reclamation\u003c\/i\u003e faces this question head-on. \u003ci\u003eOn Our Knees \u003c\/i\u003eis Regena Thomashauer's reckoning--with loss, with darkness, with the goddess, and with herself--in the most daring, most intimate, and most essential book of her life. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eWeaving her own raw, unsparing story with ten goddess archetypes--Aphrodite, Kali, Inanna, Lilith, Psyche, and more--Mama Gena reveals the hidden curriculum of every woman's darkest chapter: That surrender is not the end of power. It is the doorway to it. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eInside this book, you will discover: \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eWhy the word \u003ci\u003eFine \u003c\/i\u003eis formaldehyde for a woman's soul and the pleasure practice that breaks the spell \u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe erotic science behind why pleasure is not indulgence, but the most radical act of healing available to women today\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eTen goddess archetypes--each a map for a different kind of undoing: heartbreak, rage, exile, the mother wound, the longing for love\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe \"Courtesan's Journey\"--Mama Gena's most powerful teaching on eroticizing your darkest material into unstoppable forward momentum\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eEmbodied \"Initiations\" at the end of every chapter--rituals to move what's stuck in your body and alchemize grief, rage, and loss into power\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eWhy the collapse you are living through right now is not punishment--it is the making of the most turned-on, most sovereign woman you have ever been\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cbr\u003eThis is not a book about surviving your life. It is a book about being undone by it -- and discovering, in that undoing, a feminine power so ancient, so vast, and so shockingly alive that nothing will ever look the same again.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Regena Thomashauer\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798318602115\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Hay House LLC\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/25\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 288\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Hardcover","brand":"Regena Thomashauer","offers":[{"title":"Hardcover","offer_id":48659792756991,"sku":"9798318602115","price":28.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_0f3e730b-a9fb-4834-8837-9d84ebcecc2b.jpg?v=1781203307","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/on-our-knees-regena-thomashauer-9798318602115","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}