{"product_id":"our-fatal-sincerity-alexandra-9798985636802","title":"Our Fatal Sincerity: How I Loved God Out of Existence","description":"At ten years old, I knew all kinds of things: that prayer could cure diseases, that demons could possess human bodies, that I was immortal, that the world would probably end in my generation, that God loved me deeply, that I wanted him in my life more than anything, and that I was a revolting self-righteous hypocrite who deserved an eternity of suffering. \u003ci\u003eOur Fatal Sincerity\u003c\/i\u003e is a memoir of my next seventeen years of daily seeking a relationship with God and coming up empty-handed. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIt is also a handbook discussing the theological inconsistencies that made my particular Christian experience possible and cataloguing the angles of psychological manipulation that were employed to make the Christian world narrative feel so real that I questioned my own sanity far sooner than I questioned its accuracy. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eFor everyone else who has been made to feel wicked or insane for \u003ci\u003enot\u003c\/i\u003e hearing voices, I've written \u003ci\u003eOur Fatal Sincerity\u003c\/i\u003e to say that you are not alone and that the world beyond the church is not devoid of joy or acceptance or fulfillment.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Alexandra\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798985636802\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Mullinghouse Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 02\/19\/2022\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 314\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.79lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.25w x 0.70d","brand":"Alexandra","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48442915094783,"sku":"9798985636802","price":13.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_5f1af430-8407-4198-bd0a-1f374a9181fb.jpg?v=1777200591","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/our-fatal-sincerity-alexandra-9798985636802","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}