{"product_id":"still-carmen-wilder-9798197258540","title":"Still: An Emotional MM Hockey Romance","description":"\u003cp\u003eJamie Nash has spent his whole life learning control.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eControl on the ice. Control over his body. Control over every thought, feeling, and weakness that could ruin everything he's worked for. As captain of Harlow University's hockey team, control is the only reason he survives the pressure.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThen Rhys Callahan transfers in from Eldridge.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eRhys is reckless where Jamie is rigid. Loud where Jamie is silent. Infuriatingly talented. Impossible to ignore. And from the moment they meet, every interaction between them feels less like rivalry and more like a dare neither of them knows how to walk away from.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat starts as tension turns into something neither of them can name. Meaner. Messier.\u003cbr\u003eWanting each other becomes its own kind of violence.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause both of them have spent years standing still inside the wreckage of who they used to be - trapped by grief, anger, fear, and the things they survived long before they met each other.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd the closer they get, the more dangerous it becomes.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause Rhys sees too much.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd Jamie has spent years making sure no one ever gets close enough to.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eStill is an emotionally intense MM romance featuring obsessive tension, emotional repression, explosive chemistry, high heat, trauma, and two men finally forced to want something more than survival.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eStill is the first novel in The Northbound Series.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Carmen Wilder\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798197258540\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 07\/17\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 398\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.17lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.82d","brand":"Carmen Wilder","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48997943345407,"sku":"9798197258540","price":17.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/still-carmen-wilder-9798197258540","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}