{"product_id":"still-not-satisfied-sa-brown-9798995811503","title":"Still Not Satisfied","description":"\u003cp\u003eChristian Goodman is the kind of man folks notice when he walks into a room. Confident. Polished. The high school coach everybody respects, maybe even envies a little. He knows how to talk, how to smile, how to make a woman feel like she's the only one in the world... even when she's not. Especially when she's not.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eOn the outside, it looks like control. Like he's winning.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut some victories come dressed up real pretty and still leave you empty when the lights go out.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eChristian has built a life that keeps people close enough to admire him, but far enough that they never really touch the truth. And that's how he likes it. No pressure. No accountability. No one asking the kind of questions he's spent years avoiding.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eUntil one day, the past comes knocking... and it doesn't come quietly.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA woman he once knew steps back into his world carrying news that shifts everything. Not just his choices, but the way he sees himself. The way he's been moving. The way he's been loving... or not loving at all.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd suddenly, the life he's been juggling starts to slip through his fingers.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause when you've been performing long enough, there comes a moment when the mask gets heavy. When the charm stops working. When the silence you've been running from finally catches up.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat unfolds is not just about consequences. It's about confrontation. About a man being forced to sit with the parts of himself he buried under swagger and distraction. The grief he never processed. The abandonment he never named. The habits that looked like freedom but felt a whole lot like hiding.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis story doesn't rush redemption. It doesn't pretend change is easy.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt leans into the uncomfortable truth that healing is a process... one that asks you to be honest before it ever lets you be whole.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAnd maybe, just maybe, Christian is finally ready to tell himself the truth.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Sa Brown\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798995811503\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Black Label Books\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/21\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 244\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.73lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.51d","brand":"Sa Brown","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48520640004351,"sku":"9798995811503","price":12.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_ced0fbc8-aa96-45f0-b134-5f496266cb97.jpg?v=1778742444","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/still-not-satisfied-sa-brown-9798995811503","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}