{"product_id":"the-365-days-mario-verrelli-9798268062762","title":"The 365 Days","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e365 Days.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003e365 Entries.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA year can break you. A year can save you. Mine did both.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eThe 365 Days\u003c\/i\u003e is my unflinching record of heartbreak, grief, addiction, and survival. In these pages, I open the wound of a year where I lost my mind - after everything felt lost, after family was buried, after faith fractured.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis book is about punching through walls, weighing a heavy heart because the silence felt too heavy to bear. It's about drowning in memories that refuse to let you sleep - turning to pills, the heat when smoke burns on your skin, and feeling lost in such a sad world.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI don't hide or polish something pretty. I lay it out flat - because life isn't clean.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI let my heart and soul bleed. I let it ache with rage, silence, and the kind of loneliness that makes the walls close in.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut sometimes the darkness can bring light.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe stubborn heartbeat that refused to quit, the fake desire of love that reminded me I once felt alive.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis was still a story worth telling.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eManaging disorders, excessive mood swings, nightmares - the darkness in here and stories of fluctuating emotions lie in here.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt is also about the quiet moments. These pages have the broken soul of mine that leads to collapse with hands that still reach for what's already gone and will never return. It is about the pain we all carry inside, and how sometimes, writing them down is the only way to keep breathing rather than using our own breath.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eA choice of therapy.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt is okay to write and struggle with words. I would know, and so can many others.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor anyone who has loved too hard, lost too much, or stared in the mirror searching for a reason to stay - I understand you. It speaks to the unseen, the unheard, and to those who wonder if healing is even possible.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a promise of healing - it's proof of survival and finding yourself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Mario Verrelli\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798268062762\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/15\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 686\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 1.72lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 1.37d","brand":"Mario Verrelli","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":50664657617151,"sku":"9798268062762","price":23.05,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-365-days-mario-verrelli-9798268062762","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}