{"product_id":"the-dying-of-bobby-mars-d-j-lemarr-9781545280515","title":"The Dying of Bobby Mars","description":"Music erupts like a volcano of angst. Darren screams out to the crowd like a fallen angel preaching against the normal. He looks untouchable, but it's a lie... \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eI'm sorry, Darren.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eSally starts to sing, and the words surge through the crowd like a beast as they mosh and scream. I hammer on my drums, drinking it in with a jittery smile. Tyler slaps his bass like he's trying to find the festering crowd's vein and gift them a high worth celebrating. I wish Dad were here to see this, but whatever, it won't matter soon anyways. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eSeeing this all again is hell. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eHaven't slept in two days. Probably won't sleep tonight. Hard to say, don't really remember today. It's all a blur from another life ago. I used to think this was glorious-most of me still does, probably always will-but seeing us fly this close to the sun for the momentary glory... \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eIt isn't worth it.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eNone of this is worth it.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBut hearing the music fill us. It's soothing. And igniting. Never has any drug made me feel more alive than being on stage. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eI don't want to lose all this again.\u003c\/i\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003ci\u003eI can't lose this again...\u003c\/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e D. J. Lemarr\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1545280517\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781545280515\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Createspace Independent Publishing Platform\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/06\/2021\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 396\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.99lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.25w x 0.88d","brand":"D. J. Lemarr","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48459488428287,"sku":"9781545280515","price":16.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_7e8685c5-5929-4554-ac2d-2f259eebd71c.jpg?v=1777409994","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-dying-of-bobby-mars-d-j-lemarr-9781545280515","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}