{"product_id":"the-fifth-gospel-michael-tyrone-browning-carter-9781467921367","title":"The Fifth Gospel: The Book of Michael","description":"I first must share with you that I am bipolar. My mother said that I have been bipolar all my life. I was not diagnosed with bipolar until I was 33 years old. My family just thought I was eccentric and I thought I was having visions from GOD. My Faith was wrapped up with my visions and hence I believed that the mania was somehow messages from GOD. I have both auditory and visual illusions and I still believe that these illusions are visions from GOD. The delusions came from trying to interpret those visions. After I was diagnosed with bipolar I no longer try to make sense of these visions. Instead of seeing myself cursed with a mental disorder I saw myself blessed with insights that help me think about my world environment around me. My Faith is still wrapped up with my visions. My mania, which I call my visions, are like Lewis Carroll's \"Alice's Adventures in Wonderland.\" But when I am in clinical depression it is like a hammer of reality that feels like I am being held down by a whale. I welcome you to my world of visions. However, just remember that these visions are only mania. I cannot produce miracles. I have no powers beyond any normal human beings. Nevertheless, these visions are wrapped up with my Faith in GOD. I see them as a gift from GOD and not as a curse. I take my medicine which minimizes the visions so that I can function normally. The visions I had before 21 were all spiritual visions. However, at 21 years old I have learned a great deal of science. The visions took three different path; sometime spirituals, sometimes science, and sometimes both.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Michael Tyrone Browning Carter\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 146792136X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781467921367\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Createspace Independent Publishing Platform\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 11\/07\/2011\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 132\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.41lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.34d","brand":"Michael Tyrone Browning Carter","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":47305257451775,"sku":"9781467921367","price":25.23,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_b36c34a7-bfdf-4025-8bc1-b090eca6ec4d.jpg?v=1758830389","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-fifth-gospel-michael-tyrone-browning-carter-9781467921367","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}