{"product_id":"the-guilt-of-wanting-rainey-pavo-9798993998329","title":"The Guilt of Wanting","description":"\u003cp\u003eWanting was never the sin, but forgetting who I was would've been.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLydia has been raised and spent her years trying to be good, be the girl her parents expected her to be. The Guilt of Wanting follows Lydia from her college days to married life as she learns what it means to live for her own pleasure and not for the expectation of others. Facing her guilt, she learns what it truly means to choose herself by giving in to her desires.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eTrigger Warnings: \u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSome material in this book may contain sensitive themes or content that may not be suitable for all readers. Reader discretion is advised.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eGraphic sexual content\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eSuggestions of Emotional \/ Physical abuse, Substance abuse\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eSexual trauma \/ Coercion\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eMental health struggles (e.g., depression, anxiety, body image issues)\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Rainey Pavo\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798993998329\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e R.P. Books\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 03\/04\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 376\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.96lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.84d","brand":"Rainey Pavo","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48520256553215,"sku":"9798993998329","price":16.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_b5142945-7fb8-43d2-9e64-903b854dc2ef.jpg?v=1778741670","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-guilt-of-wanting-rainey-pavo-9798993998329","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}