{"product_id":"the-man-i-was-when-jharel-rae-ferreira-9798181306745","title":"The Man I Was When You Loved Me","description":"\u003cp\u003e\"Nobody should have to reduce themselves to a state of emotional survival just to remain loved. Not even me.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Love did not fail them-fear did.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe Man I Was When You Loved Me is a raw, rhythmic memoir exploring the disorienting landscape of domestic trauma, masculinity, and the struggle to protect one's own softness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThrough memory, confession, unexpected humour, and devastating honesty, Jharel Ferreira captures the exact anatomy of a relationship unraveling. It is a striking portrait of what happens when two wounded people love each other deeply, while quietly bleeding old fears into every room they enter together.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWritten with sparse prose and concluding with a poignant collection of poetry, this book is not a story about villains. It is a profound exploration of what it means to lose the love of your life without losing yourself.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Jharel Rae Ferreira\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798181306745\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 06\/12\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 48\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.17lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.12d","brand":"Jharel Rae Ferreira","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49173675933951,"sku":"9798181306745","price":9.93,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-man-i-was-when-jharel-rae-ferreira-9798181306745","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}