{"product_id":"the-mess-of-me-cortney-miller-9798218687717","title":"The Mess of Me: Pain, Rejection, and the Fight to be Whole.","description":"\u003cp\u003eJoe Atinsky's \u003ci\u003eMess of Me\u003c\/i\u003e is a candid, unflinching story of a man caught between the wounds of his past and the hope of something more. Raised in a web of emotional chaos, spiritual confusion, and unresolved trauma, Atinsky confronts the lasting impact of codependency, abuse, and shame-yet dares to believe in redemption.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWith the spiritual searching of \u003cb\u003eDonald Miller\u003c\/b\u003e (\u003ci\u003eBlue Like Jazz\u003c\/i\u003e), the emotional gravity of \u003cb\u003eDavid Sheff\u003c\/b\u003e (\u003ci\u003eBeautiful Boy\u003c\/i\u003e), the lyrical self-exploration of \u003cb\u003eJedidiah Jenkins\u003c\/b\u003e (\u003ci\u003eTo Shake the Sleeping Self\u003c\/i\u003e), and the raw honesty of \u003cb\u003eGarrard Conley\u003c\/b\u003e (\u003ci\u003eBoy Erased\u003c\/i\u003e), \u003ci\u003eMess of Me\u003c\/i\u003e offers a voice that is tender, bold, and radically vulnerable.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a neat testimony or a self-help manual. It's a love letter to anyone who's ever felt too broken to belong-those wrestling with family, faith, sexuality, masculinity, or the ache to be fully known. Whether you're deconstructing, rebuilding, or simply trying to breathe through the next day, \u003ci\u003eMess of Me\u003c\/i\u003e is a companion for the messy middle.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eJoe Atinsky reminds us that we are not beyond repair. We are already enough.\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003eFans of Donald Miller, David Sheff, Jedidiah Jenkins, and Garrard Conley will want to read the \u003ci\u003eMess of Me, \u003c\/i\u003ea deeply human memoir of breaking, healing, and becoming.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Cortney Miller, Joseph Atinsky\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798218687717\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Joseph Atinsky\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 05\/13\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 176\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.54lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.41d","brand":"Cortney Miller","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":47203235758335,"sku":"9798218687717","price":18.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_472cf576-b0c9-4fe0-8587-ef3d07f7195d.jpg?v=1756834753","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-mess-of-me-cortney-miller-9798218687717","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}