{"product_id":"the-shadow-of-death-fernando-arroyo-9781737176329","title":"The Shadow of Death: From My Battles in Fallujah to the Battle for My Soul","description":"When I returned home from my latest deployment in the U.S. Army, my life began to fall apart. My nightmares and flashbacks kept getting worse, and I reached the point where I was afraid of sleep. I decided the best days of my life were behind me and decided I was going to take my own life. One night, after heavy drinking, I placed my 1911 pistol in my mouth and said a prayer in my mind. \"God, if you're there, save me,\" but there was no response. I heard a metallic \"click\" when I deactivated the safety and began to slowly squeeze the trigger. Then I heard a BANG! I dropped the pistol and I looked around me, but there was no blood. The bang I heard was the Bible on my desk falling and hitting the floor. I fell to my knees and asked God for forgiveness. I surrendered to Jesus Christ and asked him to help me. He answered.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Fernando Arroyo\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 1737176327\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781737176329\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Fidelis Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/03\/2022\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 272\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.74lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.97h x 6.06w x 0.48d","brand":"Fernando Arroyo","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":43990597304575,"sku":"9781737176329","price":17.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_abc5e71b-1922-4c60-bfff-bf5b8bfea590.jpg?v=1683305567","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-shadow-of-death-fernando-arroyo-9781737176329","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}