{"product_id":"the-smoke-cleared-nicole-m-trigo-9798271574177","title":"The Smoke Cleared: I Left Him With The Bottle","description":"\u003cb\u003eTHE SMOKE CLEARED: I LEFT HIM WITH THE BOTTLE\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBy Nicole M. Trigo \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eI didn't leave because I stopped loving him.\u003cbr\u003eI left because I finally remembered who I was. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eFor years, I tried to save a man who was drowning in his own addiction.\u003cbr\u003eI tried to hold together a marriage that was breaking me from the inside out.\u003cbr\u003eI believed that if I loved him hard enough, forgave him long enough, and endured the chaos quietly enough, \u003cbr\u003ewe would find our way back to each other. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBut addiction does not respond to love.\u003cbr\u003eAnd a woman can only carry both people for so long. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eThis book is not about him.\u003cbr\u003eIt's about me.\u003cbr\u003eMy awakening.\u003cbr\u003eMy leaving.\u003cbr\u003eMy rising. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eInside, I share my journey through: \u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe silence and emotional abuse that slowly erased me\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe alcoholism that turned love into survival\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe guilt, the grief, and the letting go\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eThe moment I realized I could not save him\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eAnd the strength it took to choose myself and my children\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003eThis is not a story of bitterness.\u003cbr\u003eThis is a story of rebirth. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIf you are a woman who: \u003cul\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eLoved someone who hurt you\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eLost yourself trying to keep a family together\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eStayed longer than you should have\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cli\u003eOr is learning how to heal after leaving\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003c\/ul\u003eThis book is your mirror.\u003cbr\u003eYour reminder.\u003cbr\u003eYour proof. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eYou do not have to burn to prove you love someone.\u003cbr\u003eYou are allowed to choose peace.\u003cbr\u003eYou are allowed to walk away.\u003cbr\u003eYou are allowed to begin again. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eAnd when the smoke clears --\u003cbr\u003eYou will see who you were meant to be. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eChoose yourself. Rise from the ashes.\u003cbr\u003eYou are reborn.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Nicole M. Trigo\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798271574177\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 10\/25\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 86\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.28lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.18d","brand":"Nicole M. Trigo","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":49083756544255,"sku":"9798271574177","price":15.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-smoke-cleared-nicole-m-trigo-9798271574177","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}