{"product_id":"the-wandering-beloved-david-small-9780991772445","title":"The Wandering Beloved","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWanna know what the real problem is? It's God.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDeep down, in that quiet place of the heart, the problem isn't doubt-it's disappointment. Hurt by the church. Betrayed by leaders. Embarrassed by how \"Christians\" behave. So I walked away. For more than a decade, I left God behind and chased success, money, and happiness instead. I blamed God for the wounds His people caused me.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBut that wasn't God.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat followed was not a return to religion-but an unexpected pursuit. Through the army, coaching professional hockey in Europe, serving victims of war in Burma, and a long, lonely walk across Spain, I began to encounter a God I didn't recognize. Not a rule-keeper. Not a tradition-enforcer. A God after the heart.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIn the middle of depression and doubt, faith didn't come from a warm feeling or a church service. It came through reason, evidence, and a hard, honest reckoning with reality. God wasn't just real-He was good.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eWant to know if God is actually real? Want to meet the real Jesus?\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eCome on an adventure in this ten year anniversary edition.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e David Small\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 099177244X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9780991772445\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Small Revolution Publishing\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 12\/23\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 156\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.41lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.36d","brand":"David Small","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48520189706495,"sku":"9780991772445","price":14.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_c169720c-dbbf-441f-b0b6-de7ee0abf820.jpg?v=1778741275","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/the-wandering-beloved-david-small-9780991772445","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}