{"product_id":"under-the-butterfly-rachel-hollingsworth-9798185591567","title":"Under The Butterfly: A Life That Shouldn't Exist","description":"\u003cb\u003eA prayer prayed in the dark. \u003c\/b\u003eAn answer that took thirty years to see.\u003cp\u003eAs a lonely teenager, Jeff Hollingsworth prayed for one thing: someone to love him. He had no idea what he was asking for-or that the answer was already in motion.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eUnder the Butterfly\u003c\/i\u003e is the true story of a marriage that shouldn't have lasted, a family that shouldn't have grown the way it did, and a faith that held through every reason it had to break. From a butterfly sculpture in a Spokane park to a house full of nine children, Jeff and Rachel tell it in two voices-his plain and unflinching, hers devotional and honest-across deployments, miscarriage, a business lost to bankruptcy, and the slow work of a man learning that being \u003ci\u003ein the house\u003c\/i\u003e is not the same as being \u003ci\u003epresent.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis isn't a book about a man who got it right. It's about a man who kept failing and kept getting met anyway.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt's for anyone who has ever: \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cul\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cli\u003ePrayed for something and heard silence instead of yes\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cli\u003eWondered if God is still good when the answer is no\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cli\u003eWorked so hard to provide that they forgot to show up\u003c\/li\u003e\n\u003cbr\u003e\u003cli\u003eNeeded proof that a hard season is building something they can't see yet\u003c\/li\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003c\/ul\u003e\u003cp\u003eHonest about the failures. Clear about the hope. \u003ci\u003eUnder the Butterfly\u003c\/i\u003e is a story about grace that shows up in a real life-and the truth that God's goodness was never dependent on the answer.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003eHe was good before He answered. He was good in the waiting. He would have been good if the answer had been no.\u003c\/i\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Rachel Hollingsworth,Jeff Hollingsworth\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798185591567\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 07\/04\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 136\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.31lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.32d","brand":"Rachel Hollingsworth","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48997890294015,"sku":"9798185591567","price":12.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/under-the-butterfly-rachel-hollingsworth-9798185591567","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}