{"product_id":"vow-molly-frances-9798987095690","title":"Vow","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eVow \u003c\/em\u003eis a story about how 20 years of the internet, including morally dubious relationships to older men as a young girl, age-inappropriate exposure to pornography, and online-only erotic trysts with men in adulthood, obscured my yearning for God. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe chapbook opens with a vignette of a typical night at 12-years-old: online past my bedtime, waiting for a response from the man 10 years my senior who I fell into unrequited infatuation with, which lasted for almost two years. This relationship was one of, if not \u003cem\u003ethe, \u003c\/em\u003e most foundational of my adolescence, and it was comprised of worship, devotion, and never-ending desire. I include writing on two recent online infatuation-ships that inexplicably captured my focus, to my detriment and despair. These storylines collide at Catholic spiritual retreat, in which a guided meditation leads to a painful epiphany about my childhood relationship to the internet, sexuality, childhood trauma and reaching for love and divinity. The book concludes with a pleading love letter to God. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Molly Frances\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 898709569X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798987095690\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Molly Frances\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 03\/07\/2023\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 52\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.16lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.11d","brand":"Molly Frances","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":44130926199039,"sku":"9798987095690","price":12.5,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_6e159be2-35e1-43c2-bbdd-cc280d212e20.jpg?v=1687472038","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/vow-molly-frances-9798987095690","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}