{"product_id":"we-didnt-sign-up-for-keven-mcneill-9798241818300","title":"We Didn't Sign Up For This.: When Trauma Follows You Home","description":"\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eWe Didn't Sign Up For This\u003c\/b\u003e pulls back the curtain on the real cost of service-the part no one prepares you for and too many suffer through in silence. Written by \u003ci\u003ePushing It Down\u003c\/i\u003e author Keven McNeill, this lived-experience book exposes what post-traumatic stress truly looks like behind the uniform, how it takes hold, and the warning signs that are often missed until it's almost too late.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is not a comfortable read-and it's not meant to be. Raw, honest, and practical, this book speaks directly to those who are struggling and to the loved ones watching helplessly from the outside. If your mental health is slipping, if the weight feels unbearable, or if someone you love is changing before your eyes, this book will help you recognize the signs and show you what you can do \u003ci\u003eright now\u003c\/i\u003e to help move through the darkness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eBecause trauma was never part of the oath-and losing yourself to the job should never be the price of service.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou don't have to suffer in silence. You don't have to carry this alone. Learn to see the warning signs, break the silence, and take the first step forward-before it's too late.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cb\u003eAbout the Author\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eKeven McNeill is a 28-year first responder, mental health advocate, and suicide prevention leader. He is the co-founder of Quiet Corner Peer Support Group and First In Tactics, organizations dedicated to providing free mental health support to first responders and veterans.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eKeven is also a K9 therapy handler alongside Hope, his golden retriever. He is the author of \u003ci\u003ePushing It Down\u003c\/i\u003e and \u003ci\u003ePaws for Hope\u003c\/i\u003e, and a powerful speaker who uses lived experience to reach those standing on the edge-offering connection, understanding, and a path back from the darkness.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Keven McNeill\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798241818300\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Independently Published\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 01\/05\/2026\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 180\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.55lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.38d","brand":"Keven McNeill","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48175940993279,"sku":"9798241818300","price":17.83,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_5a4429bd-fe9c-4db7-a3bb-94d3f691c334.jpg?v=1771336353","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/we-didnt-sign-up-for-keven-mcneill-9798241818300","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}