{"product_id":"what-almost-became-a-lifestyle-amara-acacia-9781546236979","title":"What Almost Became a Lifestyle","description":"Torture, no love, fear, no life. Resentment, rage, anger, payback! Abandonment, rejection, I'm lost! My tears eventually dried out, wanting to cry but having no way to vent or get it out. Rape! No help. I had to protect you as a child while being abused by the so-called love of your life. Abuse, cocaine, self-hatred, darkness, numbness, no light. Raped again! But wait, this rape was before I was three, and the other before the age of ten. Who was there to protect me from the acts of these sinful men? Dirty-I have that feeling even now! Feeling tainted, who would want me after I was violated? Group homes, having to always be on guard, not having a home to go to, leaving me with a cold and dark heart. I fought a fight that wasn't my own, but I held my own. When will I wake up?\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Amara Acacia\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 154623697X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9781546236979\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Authorhouse\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 05\/08\/2023\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 116\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Hardcover\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.76lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 9.00h x 6.00w x 0.44d","brand":"Amara Acacia","offers":[{"title":"Hardcover","offer_id":44123156906239,"sku":"9781546236979","price":23.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_d70d7870-ff9c-4635-ac16-19b0b475dadc.jpg?v=1687429254","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/what-almost-became-a-lifestyle-amara-acacia-9781546236979","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}