{"product_id":"what-are-you-looking-at-ali-carbone-9798889266662","title":"What Are You Looking At?","description":"\u003cp\u003e\"I always saw my family's situation as a strength-was grateful for it even. Like I wouldn't be me without them; and I wouldn't be. I thought I survived, unscathed, growing up in our home. Like yeah, my house was crazy, but I thought that made me stronger. Like our family's dynamic gave me some type of advantage. Until I left.\"\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is a story about digging-almost too deep-to dig yourself out. When you're left with no coping skills and a sense of emptiness that takes over your entire perspective. It's about finding who you really are, when you're left with no identity outside of the trauma you've always known. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom out-in-public fights over the ignorant stares, to every dramatic breakup; the drugs turned into distractions, finding real support, and putting in the effort it takes to heal, What Are You Looking At? is a story about taking the steps to rewire your brain, and trying to find freedom from feeling left behind.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Ali Carbone\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-10:\u003c\/b\u003e 888926666X\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798889266662\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Alexandra Carbone\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 04\/02\/2023\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 316\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.81lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.50h x 5.50w x 0.66d","brand":"Ali Carbone","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":44128736903423,"sku":"9798889266662","price":20.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_c1e364d0-1ad9-4875-ae2d-d91ac0b675a2.jpg?v=1687460253","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/what-are-you-looking-at-ali-carbone-9798889266662","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}