{"product_id":"what-forever-feels-like-celia-sinclair-9798988721154","title":"What Forever Feels Like","description":"\u003cp\u003eHe says I'm too much, too old, too crazy and too bold - for my own good. Makes me feel like I'm not enough.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI try to be more, give more, do more. Make myself less noticeable as I silence my desires, my goals, my dreams, and the holes - inside my heart.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt must be my fault. What am I doing wrong? What do I not see? Why can't I just be - me?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhat happened? This all played out so differently in my mind. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe signs were there, weren't they? How could I be so blind to the dimming of my own light in each and every fight in order to feed his need - to be right?\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eA memoir written in poetic verse and third collection in the Fragile Heart Series, the author shares her gradual awakening after losing herself to a long-term, toxic relationship. Through sacrifice, loss, shame and resilience, comes the ultimate realization - she is worth more - she deserves better. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eFrom the back cover: \u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eIt was supposed to be a love story.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eMaybe, it's just another tragedy.\u003c\/strong\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis collection of poetry is broken into three parts. It is the continuation of one heart's journey after finding their \"person\", only to wake up one day and find they were actually a shell of who they once were; who they were meant to be. It is a struggle of deep passion, love and affection; sacrifice, betrayal, and a true account of how blind love can really be. A stark reminder that the only person who needs to love and accept us - is ourselves. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eit was ride or die\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003euntil I was shaken\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003erealized I was mistaken\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eraised my sword\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eto self-preservation\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eand told myself\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI would rather die\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003ethan ride any further\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eon this lame ass horse\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eReading order: \u003c\/strong\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003elove and other company\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eand yet I feel\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003ewhat forever feels like\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eAuthor:\u003c\/b\u003e Celia Sinclair,E. M. Handly\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eISBN-13:\u003c\/b\u003e 9798988721154\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublisher:\u003c\/b\u003e Two Ten Press\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eLanguage:\u003c\/b\u003e English\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePublished:\u003c\/b\u003e 08\/08\/2025\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003ePages:\u003c\/b\u003e 142\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eFormat:\u003c\/b\u003e Paperback\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eWeight:\u003c\/b\u003e 0.32lbs\u003cbr\u003e\u003cb\u003eSize:\u003c\/b\u003e 8.00h x 5.00w x 0.33d","brand":"Celia Sinclair","offers":[{"title":"Paperback","offer_id":48742962102527,"sku":"9798988721154","price":17.99,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0662\/2982\/9887\/files\/img_95bf2427-beed-4e51-9ea6-be967d9ee8b5.jpg?v=1782448874","url":"https:\/\/www.whiterainbookhouse.com\/products\/what-forever-feels-like-celia-sinclair-9798988721154","provider":"WR Book House","version":"1.0","type":"link"}